Sunday, June 29, 2008

你是我的宝贝! 我的! =)

你是我的宝贝! 我的! =)

爱情 是一种非常美丽的事。我过去一直在寻找我的真爱, 今天终於让我找到你了 。

从爱你的那一天, 我的手机会为你24小时开, 在你最需要我的时候可以随时找到我, 因为我爱你, 所以会时时担心你。

我也会很自豪的我告诉的朋友与家人你是我最爱的女人 , 当然并不是时时挂在嘴上, 而是用 一种行动去告诉别人, 你是我最爱的 女人!因为有了你我觉得很骄傲, 很快乐。=)

我也会把除了工作之外的 时间都给你,当然会偶尔和朋友去聚会, 因为我想时时刻刻都看见你。

我也会毫不吝啬的给你物质上的付出, 为你创造终身的惊喜, 因为我觉得所有 辛苦的努力就是为了你的一个微笑。

我也会陪你 一起爬山,看海,看星星,看日落, 因为我知道你渴望这样的浪漫。

我也不会留恋与网络与别的女人眉甜言蜜语, 因为对你我都有说不完的爱, 哪有那心思和别人废话。

我也希望未来每天很辛苦的工作回到家的时候, 会抱着你说“老婆,我回来了” 。因为绝对不会把不快乐带给你!

我也绝对不会忍心背叛你, 无论出于什么样的动机。因为在我眼里, 你是最美,最逗人喜爱的宝贝。

我也会象爱我家人那样爱你的家人, 也会尊重你的亲人和朋友。

因为我真的爱你, 我愿为你牺牲一切。

~Finally! Whoo, almost died trying to write chinese! haha.. Love you.. =)~

My birthday! 2806

Guess what.. This is how I look like when I am 21! haha.. Its the best birthday after 3 years, my baby really understand the meaning of a simple and sweet birthday.. hee..

Woke up very early to save the fall of the balloons.. haha.. I made a surprise for my baby dear.. Actually, its not a surprise but many many surprises haha.. Let me show you the amount of balloons i made..

haha.. Its a lot! The most important ones are the ones which says, PATRICIA I LOVE YOU! hee..

Anyway, lets get back on track.. haha.. Picked my baby up for lunch at Prima Tower.. She was like so shy the moment she board the car.. haha.. So tense and stress.. Anyway, if i were to see her parents too.. I will be worried too.. You know giving a good impression during the first meeting with your dearest's parents is very important.. But I must say, she is loved by all.. I can see my mom smiling throught out the journey.. hee.. Comfirm like my baby de.. haha.. But I must say, she is so not herself today.. haha..

First time seeing her without spectacles, 2nd wearing a dress, 3rd so quiet during the meet the family session.. haha..

After the great lunch.. hee.. nice nice.. She came over my place for her surprises.. Not going to tell all of you what were the surprises cause its classified.. haha.. All I can say, is that its worth all the hard work, time and effort after seeing her expression.. hee.. We caught sassy girl too.. My baby never watch sassy girl before.. Not gonna allow such thing to happen! haha.. Its such a nice show.. MUST WATCH! you know, its like 6 popcorns out of 5.. hee.. Feel so close with my baby throughout the whole show! hee.. Oya.. hee.. Something great happened after the show.. hee.. small lips.. So not going to tell you too.. Sweet Secret..

Too bad everything got to end.. Send her home to put most of her stuff and accompany her to bugis to meet her mom for dinner.. So much of me want to hug her and kiss her goodbye, but I know its better and safer not to.. haha.. Couldn't bear to say goodbye but still got to do it..

~You made my day.. Just by being here on my birthday is the biggest gift I can ever get.. I love all the presents you made and got for me.. Really special and nice.. The best ever.. hee.. Missing you..~

Later on, met my friends for dinner and went DBL O.. Kinda fun.. Received quite a number of presents.. haha.. Thanks all.. If I wasn't that tire from all the basketball training, I think will bring the house down.. haha.. Too bad tire and alcohol don't really mix well..

Actually, during clubbing, my baby sms me that something happen to her mom.. Was very worried about it.. Gave her a call.. Already knowing that baby, must have cried or crying.. It was regarding some family matters.. Which most of us has little control over.. Haiz.. Why must my baby go through so much.. Thank god for sending her to me, cause i will use my love to heal her wounds.. Really hope everything will turn out well.. ~Be strong my baby~

~Really enjoyed the day with you.. Its our 10 days.. Our first sweet secret.. A day i will never forget..~

Bronson

Thursday, June 26, 2008

I must say.. am falling deeply in love with you..

Surprise surprise once again.. This time round, its at her school.. haha.. Been rather busy with basketball tournament in camp recently.. So i took a full day off to meet her and to get some stuff for another surprise during my birthday.. Waited for her at the bus stop outside her school.. While waiting was thinking, how will she look like in her yellow uniform.. A colour she hates so much.. haha.. But once again, she is cute no matter what she wears.. CUTE! haha.. She surprised me too.. Handed me a hand written letter.. Her very first letter to me.. hee.. Sweet! S0rry, not gonna tell you guys what she wrote.. But its sweet haha.. =P Went to clementi again! This time was to do 4 things! Having lunch, Topping Ezlink, Getting stationeries and Collection of her parents photos.. haha.. Practically, stared at her having lunch! haha.. Cute Cute Cute Cute.. haha.. I believe this is call crazily in love with someone.. haha.. Now am beginning to love the little things we do, because it gives me the feeling of being a happy couple.. Simple, sweet and beautiful.. Had a very heart to heart talk down at her void deck.. She told me many things about her past.. I was crying inside.. Cause its really a cruel world out there.. And I am sad that it happened to my precious.. But on the bright side, this were the very same things that made her strong and mature today.. After seeing that she is so strong, I just couldn't let my tears flow.. This also when, i truly fell deeply in love with her.. I held her close, trying to make her feel safe and secure.. Letting her know, that its over and done with.. I know she strong, but after all, she is still my precious baby.. hee.. Love the feeling of holding her close.. Baby, I know you will read once I tell you i am done.. So am gonna say, I love you.. =) 900 months is a lot but like I promised, it is now eternal.. Hugs! One more day! haha.. BeBe

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Cant believe that i am in love..

Though I am in love, it feels like a bubble.. Ready to burst anything and wake me up from my beautiful dream..

It is so nice being love by someone special and to love that special someone back.. I almost forgotten how was the feeling like.. As most of you would know, my past two relationship was not smooth.. A 4 years relationship which everyone thought will remain forever. came crushing down and a beautiful beginning turn out to be a wrong choice.. There was a time, when I lost faith in love.. I even thought of being single and decided not to hurt anyone any more..

But all started to change when I met my baby, Patricia.. I agree with many, that she is very young.. But I must at the age of 16, she carry a maturity of a lady.. She kind of still behaves like a baby kid.. But that's what I like about her.. When needed she can be understanding and mature, when not, she is herself being like a baby.. I would say, she is perfect.. But like many of you again, will say, no one is perfect.. Yes, I totally agree.. But this time round, I am going to struggle with her in this relationship.. In the past, I gave in for my first, I asked from my 2nd.. Maybe that was why I failed.. So this time round, I am going to struggle.. From what I have learned in life, only through struggles, then will both grow closer.. Not by giving in or asking from..

Really thankful for everything you have done, my baby.. Simply, just by accepting me as a friend on friendster was already such a blessing.. And now, I am able to call you mine, it's like a dream.. A fairy tale that I hope will never end.. Love you.. STUDY HARD!

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Our first breakfast today!

Shui Kway! haha.. Didnt know we have common breakfast too! hee.. Tell you more about it later..

Today, I successfully dragged her to Ghim Moh to feel the pain of Tui Na therapy! She suffered a elbow injury and me, has an ankle injury too.. Been doing a lot of running and the training for basketball tournament, so my past injury is back again.. Feel so painful! But its worst during the 'Therapy' haha.. Too bad I didn't bring my camera phone along with me, am sure gonna take down all the funny faces she made during the torture.. haha.. Cute still i must say.. hee..

Then we went to have shui kway after the long battle with pain! haha.. Feel so happy to eat breakfast with her.. I love the feeling of going to the market to have breakfast with my love ones.. hee.. Feel blessed somehow.. hee..

Oya.. My poor baby's big aunt is here to disturb her again! Hope she wont stay too long though.. Haiz, why this kinda thing happen every once a month.. Its such a hassle.. Poor thing! Hugs!

Hee.. had a slow walk back.. hee.. Somehow am still rather shy to hold her close.. Maybe feeling its not the time yet ba.. haha.. But did attempted to when we were crossing the path outside the construction side.. hee.. So worried that the floor is too slippery for her.. So kinda pull her closer and put my hand around her waist.. hee..

Had a nice breakfast with you my dear.. You made my day! Hope many more breakfast to come! hee.. Hugs!

Bebe

Saturday, June 21, 2008

hmm.. its a fun day!

I must say today was a rather tiring day.. But its still worth all the effort and energy going down to see my precious baby girl.. Hee.. Woke up at 5am slept at 2am.. Then got to go for basketball training! Its hell.. Can't even really open my eyes! haha.. Kept telling myself that Patricia is here watching me play, so as to keep me motivated.. Finally, time to go back camp! So much of me is trying to reach for the bed.. But, i chose to stay up and go attempt an impossible mission.. Asking for time off during a commanders training day! heehee.. I got it in the end! Rush all the way down to where she was.. Was intending to surprise her at her tournament venue but she was already on her way back! So i appear at her station.. Surprise surprise! haha.. Send her back home! and went for my late lunch or should i say 2nd lunch.. Then got a cute sms from her asking me to accompany her to go to the supermarket! haha.. I love the feeling of us going to ntuc.. So much like young married couples.. hee.. Think i am getting way crazy over her.. haha.. Oya! I missed out something important! She give me a very very special letter or should i say, a toy! haha.. With sweet little words of hers in it.. Feel so close and similar in our thinking about relationship.. Huggies.. Love you for it! Went back to her area after her shopping, had a tough time trying to struggle with her homework.. Shouldn't have brought my psp along.. haha.. But she love the game, DJ max! haha.. You know some people cannot use two side of the brain at the same time.. hee.. oops.. Met her best girlfriend, Hannah too! Interested friend she got.. Had a nice time with her again.. If only we can meet up everyday! I want to meet her everyday! To my baby, am seriously going to bite you again when i see you again.. hee.. 

Friday, June 20, 2008

20th June!

Boo! Today I don't know what to type, so CJ is going to tell you something.. Bronson told me this,

There are many untold secrets..

Secrets of love..

Secrets that are only shared between me and him..

He told me that he loves you alot..

Ever since you entered his life, he has changed..

You shined and guided him into the path of love..

Guided him with love and warmth from within you..

In return, he has decided to love you forever and ever..

Time is no longer a barrier in this love..

Thats all for today.. I cant reveal too much secrets to you in a day.. =) Just remember that he is already willing to love you with the rest of his life..

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