haha.. Met my baby girl today! brought her to many new places! haha.. Grandpix, Flyer and Esplanade.. So fun! haha.. Though the Club 21 Bazaar was a disappointment but with her around, everything is great at the end of the day! Love you! hee.. Oya took many many pictures! hee.. Get ready to be flooded!
Pig of the day! Oops! I mean Pic!
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She was in front of me and I am right behind her.. Many times, she was too into thinking and distracted, drifting off the road and almost got hit by the cars passing by.. I wanted so much, to take her in my arms, but with the love I had for her and the constant pain in me, I did nothing.. On the way, we passed the park where we used to hang out..
She begged to go in just for a little while, and she will go home right after..
With her begging, my heart softened, but to cover it, I put up an annoyed face and walked in.. I sat down in the benches and making myself looking like I wanted to leave badly.. She went to the old oak tree and was looking for something.. I knew she was looking for what we wrote on that tree with a pocket knife half a year ago.. It wrote, 'We' were here, I had tea and she had hot coco. Hope 'we' would always remember this day, always loving each other, forever.. She searched for quite a while, then she came back with tears on her face..
She told me she can't find it.. I felt so sour inside, there was a stream of pain, flowing into my heart, the kind of pain no one would want to have.. But all I could do was to pretend that I didn't care, and asked to leave..
I opened up my umbrella and she was just standing there, didn't want to leave, hoping for something to happen.. Suddenly she said, '' You made up that story of you and that other girl didn't you? I know I am not perfect, but I'll change, can't we start over again?"
I didn't say a word.. So much of me wanted to tell her the truth.. But I can't..
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Thank you.. Another day!
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